Crapehanger

by Evan Schafer

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1.
(Open) 01:29
2.
Exiguous 03:54
I am indoors You are outdoors Exiguous Inside Outside Exiguous I see the sun and it’s bright on this I am queer bait You are trash smut We go too long Glass shards in my eyes I am too small I’ve got a new beat I’ve got a new car I’m gonna show them off and wear them on my body I’ve got a new scarf Look at me, I’m all fancy and I couldn’t give a shit We go downtown where the lights shine I see a trick on that street corner Who has the time? I don’t, that’s for sure Where do I go now?
3.
Cloister 02:40
I single-handedly walked the moon Please don’t tell me stories of how you couldn’t I took the handle and flushed you down A packed-up cloistering penchant pod in your heart I climbed away when you packed your bags Stumble into a dark abysmal town I took the files and burned them down Just like the house you used to live in on the other side of town I used to talk to celebrities before the world crashed Please don’t tell me your worries, your clashes, they bring me down A curled and sparking wire on your blessed tongue It spelled to me “the world unwrapped itself” I walked away when your arms fell off from overuse Stumble inside a darkened cave, it just isn’t cute I took the buildings and knocked them down Just like the hole you used to breathe in on the other side of your heart.
4.
Myth of Mine 03:29
Got to love confusion Got to love all the words that tangle Got to love the scared dogs Got to love all the tests that sacrifice Got to love in this split moment Got to speak in this grand breakdown Got to run before we’re back inside Just a little bit closer now Got to love all the creeds that bastardize Got to love the books on the table Got to love until the very day you up and die Your love is Your love is Your love is my sacrifice.
5.
Immix 03:33
This is my resting pose Don’t sit on me while I’m sleeping I’ve trapped these balls Carte blanche and instinct logarithm Immix, Immix Never seen such a black mass Paving asphalt in my tubeless heart I’ve given these nine inches A ruler worsening quenching these corduroy jeans Immix, Immix Never watched such blasphemous T.V. Sisyphus, yellow snake, venom A faggot benched, watching the game of life from afar, atrophied muscle, I’m over it.
6.
You’re a class of fools and you all want to know where we’re going The murder of a cowardly pain that burns in the freezer Slovenly undress wraps me into a long lost prayer That turns along the islands that match up to the lanes It’s enough with the cars It’s enough with the lettered stamina It’s enough by enough people You’re a house of cards and you all want to see where we’re falling The stagnance of a morning pond that stings in a lost wound Mischievous arrest burns me into a starving stomach I turn along the circles that catch up to the stains I’ve seen this a hundred times before The atom splits and I split down the center I’ve made the games, the rules we all made up The classic turn I stripe the fever at 300 degrees.
7.
(Halfway) 02:23
8.
Oeuvre 02:20
Here on our wedding day I call upon stratifying gains and where did they disappear to and where did those songs go to hidden about these plains I used to be so undermining Picking up four-leaf clovers Prestidigitation plays with me Suntans will peel off as the summer goes hidden with the things we will let be Here on our honeymoon I speak to the walls until they speak back and who am I going to become and who have they already become hidden among the wild cracking I used to be so undermining.
9.
She hired a hitman to take me out on Broadway I’ll talk to my mother again someday, he said I smile away the sadness and I pile away the fear in a corner that’s trading the waves on the sea I used to drive a Chevy but now I fly solo on bike wheels I spoke to the others when nothing seemed to go right I’m keeping the startled cartaway and I’m loving that golden ring you gave me, then remains of nothing I’m singing the songs you hear on Broadway I’m on the tallest towers on Broadway Billboards, papers and magazines on Broadway Tailing me down Broadway until I’m gone Put me on paper, someone will read this story It’s a dark fairy tale but no one believes me I used to play the fiddle but then I lost all my soul Carve a soapbox tale from beyond the grave I’m just a little cheeky and possibly insane I won’t provoke this theory in tempo I’ve hidden away the lost boys and kept safe all the slaves Derail me here with remains of nothing.
10.
Polari 03:13
Loud noise, loud mouth, it’s all the same Just looking for fame Envy is a bitch that can’t be solved Loving life, hating the world Heartbreak, happiness, sure ain’t sympathy Too much of heaven isn’t a good thing Beautiful places, ugly faces, we’re all the same inside Take care of what you need to know I’ll be here waiting and wanting more I guess it’s my time to forgive or forget it’s my time So easy that the fame I crave will appear Goodbye, hello, take me where you want to go.
11.
Crapehanger 05:08
On La Brea I saw it on the television from window shopping all these people Up on midnight I saw it on the telegram notice from quirks and posts in all these visionaries Gone down Venice Right on over Pico the folks with no home wish for all these instigators Versions of this world Hopeless comfort isn’t truth no matter how close we get I wish I were starving so there were no excuse but to take me out and maybe if I’m lucky this date won’t be so terrible.
12.
(Close) 01:40
13.
Anaheim 03:06
I’ve given up talking I won’t say a word I speak about modules to those who care I’ve given up talking I don’t give a fuck When I wake up in Anaheim, I’m free The bars are full and empty at the same time The gravel hits young faces with power Stick ‘em up, here we go now, I’m not one to cower When I wake up in Anaheim, I go Said it once Said it three times Said it now I’m the last one to go But the first one outside I’m sullen and crazy and speak my mind I worry and I’m aimless and pure of heart I’ve given up walking, I won’t take a step When I lay down in Anaheim, it’s safe The death of two parents has plagued me I go on formality with everyone else I’ve given up breathing, I don’t see the point When I go back to Anaheim, I fly.
14.
(Coda) 01:15

credits

released March 27, 2016

Produced by Evan Schafer

Engineered, mixed, edited and mastered by
Evan Schafer

All songs written, composed (+arrangements) and performed by
Evan Schafer
except “Polari” music by Evan Schafer, lyrics by John Madden

Recorded in 2012, 2015 and 2016 in West Chester, PA and Culver City, CA

©2015, 2016 EvAn Music Companies, publishing
©2016 Cherry Blossom Records, recording

Cover photo – Evan Schafer, Venice, CA

Lyrics reprinted with permission. All rights reserved, no copying.


Thanks to:
Apple Inc., Alesis, Yamaha, Steinway & Sons, Bosendorfer, Hohner,
Ibanez, Fender

Special thanks to:
My parents – Debra and Bill, John Joseph Madden, Paula Jones,
Jill Patterson, PJ DiMuzio and Nelson Vicens (in no particular order)

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Evan Schafer Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

My name is Evan Schafer. I am an indie musician with a strong grounding in traditional composition, but the material always has a unique flair. I guarantee not being bored out of your gourd when turning on one of the records. I produce, mix, and engineer everything myself, and have done so since late 2005. ... more

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