Nomadic

by Evan Schafer

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1.
Stop ahead 04:22
Clever, you thought I was gone, didn’t you? Looks like I’m back for a second act But all the actors have gone Slip tongue pointing Verily, I swing, my dear – on restless confines Within a cardboard box That sign it says “stop ahead” Carving out portions, making love potions But we won’t stop ahead Strum out before the face of night is clear The distance in power It stains all the flowers Infinitely Grab ahold of all of your trying If you’re not smiling you’re probably dying So take my hand.
2.
Dry me off, I cannot take this rain Goddamn it, won’t you please let me be It isn’t the way you’d like things to go Bleeding me out when nothing else works quite right But don’t you know, this is how we roll Under all the covers You pull out secret societies You never matched me, boy You never matched me up But if there’s one thing you know, it sure ain’t sympathy Wipe me off, I cannot take this fire Goddamn it, won’t you please let me burn Or am I not worth the time? Or are you too good for that? Sing a little louder Play a little harder Don’t stop until it’s darker Put your tongue on the blade ‘til it’s sharper Hold me down, I cannot take this desire Goddamn it, won’t you please let me go Or is it too hard to breathe? I think you’re too good for this.
3.
Here’s the truth It’s taken me this long to tell it So listen closely, dear Once I’ve gone deep Once I’m digging under the skin of my past It’s waiting for me Silence comes quick when you’re dying There’s no more words left to be said So come around now, it’s coming around now And the mystic said: “Go on, move on, move up, stand your ground, son” She said: “Words are the iris that seize your every move” It’s time you do things without reason Here’s the truth God pulled me over with blaring sirens He went “Listen closely, son” Twice I’ve slept with him Twice I’m sleeping with my heartfelt demons They’re calling for me Don’t you see how difficult this is? Can’t you feel what I feel like you used to? Park the car and listen to your heartbeat Make the stars brighter than they are.
4.
In a glass 02:03
On a street corner You tell them all your secrets Just a little bit louder Just a little bit softer, please Crafty and insidious Concrete and desirous calamities Recalibrate, inseminate Incognitiate, we will celebrate In a crystal glass We will initiate these rumors Dark and storming like a touched up rouse What have we got to lose?
5.
Riot 02:25
An almighty storm Rioting down the highway Simply put, I think I’m done now Other adolescents driving It’s the most unusual It’s the daringest thing I’ve ever seen Cash flow isn’t the point When desert, oasis, calming smells Rising, floating like ash on the highway Other convalescents dying It’s the most pivotal It’s so windingly sweet and I can’t compete.
6.
Hard-hearted 03:50
Walking down the torn and empty road, just a backpack and scraggly clothes. Never seen him before, though I feel I know those eyes. Stop him to talk, pull him inside. He shakes off the rain, and gives me a stare, the diner's all empty no one else is there. We start to talk, I make him smile. He seems at peace for a little while. I watch him go, say our goodbyes. Wonder if I'll see those eyes again. {} Months go by, I still watch from the window. Then one day I found his beautiful eyes again. Staring up at me from a young handsome face. I thought I'd never see that smile again. Now he's here, mine to stay for now and hopefully always. I saw through the dirt and into his soul, his eyes showed me all I needed to know Now he's here, mine to stay for now and always.
7.
Red eye 03:32
I am a lonely bastard child Starving, cold, dreamless In the stagnant air float I Make diction out of ecstasy and direction out of elastic I am a lonely bastard child Climbing the walls of my weakness In the parched air wither I Make lineage out of lines and make lemons out of limes There are no lights below My 2 AM flight No red eye filter On this photograph of me sleeping No eyes There are no lights below or inside this cabin I am a hungry bastard child Left on the street with not a stickler on the breeze In the calming air hover I Make questions out of time Save questions that cost two dimes I am a hungry bastard child Left to fend for the forty cold alleyways, breathing In the hardened air freeze I Make this your stratagem of reason Make this your haven of the season.
8.
How much will it cost When you ask me to move? Is this a desperate plan That acts like an A-bomb, frightened? This grabs at my shirttails Underfed beagles lag at my heels If ever there were a time Now is the curve in the test that you’re faking The worst part is I’m not there yet Hitchhike like rovers in a quiet room Hang for fun from mausoleum beams Crazy that nothing works like we expect Lugging that pack, it begins to weigh nothing I’m fraught with pain, most in my feet It’s the master plan I douse with lighter fluid And remember if you didn’t that I rule you If you get my letter I’ve been on my way for months It probably won’t reach me ‘Cause wherever I’ve been I’ll be gone from by then The lawyers want me The doctors want me The government wants me The senators want me The confused boy in my bed needs me The homeless need me The KKK are calling me The wordless are now speaking Because they want my expertise The unkind are now suddenly kind As I unwind, as I rewind And recoil my unfocused brain The parents want me The children want me I’m so stricken by an identity crisis The weak boys want me The crossing guards fight me The underscore on a pleasantry of screaming for what’s right What's right?
9.
Nomadic 04:01
Emily, come find me In the pale afternoon Trade this life for the sea Trade this life for the dunes But don’t trade it for me Emily, come find me I’m hidden in plain sight Trade my sight so I can feel Trade my touch so I can have what’s real Even if I can’t hear you Sing me a lullaby Sing me till I sleep A song for the nomad In the perilous city Just sing, sing, sing, sing, sing Emily, come find me You call through solid walls Break down the doorway Break down my barriers And let me let you find what’s inside.

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Nomadic is a record for those of us
who don’t have an actual “home”,
that take comfort in our art
as the “home” that centers us,
keeps us sane,
and most of all,
allows us to be the purest beings we can be –
through the purest form of expression
that connects us all:

music.

-Evan Schafer

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released June 18, 2014

Produced by Evan Schafer

Engineered, mastered and edited by Evan Schafer

All music and lyrics by Evan Schafer
except “Hard-hearted” – music by Evan Schafer, lyrics by Sara Riccardelli

Recorded in 2014 in Spring City and Conshohocken, PA

All instruments performed by Evan Schafer
except
Sara Riccardelli (vocals on “It sure ain’t sympathy”)

© 2014 Cherry Blossom Records, Ltd.
All rights reserved. No copying. Lyrics reprinted with permission.


Special thanks to:
Steinway & Sons, Hohner, Fender, mAudio, Yamaha, Apple Inc., Logic Pro X, Audio Technica

Thanks to:
Andrew Cook, Sara Riccardelli, Paula Jones, PJ DiMuzio, Nelson Vicens

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Evan Schafer Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

My name is Evan Schafer. I am an indie musician with a strong grounding in traditional composition, but the material always has a unique flair. I guarantee not being bored out of your gourd when turning on one of the records. I produce, mix, and engineer everything myself, and have done so since late 2005. ... more

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