Kissing Me Deadly

by Evan Schafer

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1.
Intro 03:22
[Instrumental]
2.
Apples 03:57
You make a mess of the orchards and I see you, baby ...
3.
You made the pilot turn around Said you couldn’t leave home You mentioned silly little things And whispered them in my ear, the sky out here is clear You made the city follow you It’s a drastic turn of events The interior crashes down like paper stars calling for refusal of the swastika butterfly jars You turn around, turn around, fighting back slowly You turn the bound, circle ‘round, sightless crown biding your time And your city is the tide washing you away You told your mother to back down Said it isn’t anybody’s choice You mentioned silly little things And crunched them into a ball, a murderess is in that hall You tried to bury the quiet hatchet It isn’t going to speak, don’t you worry The exterior rises up like skyscrapers calling for acceptance of the butterflies in my stomach You turn around, turn around, fighting back slowly You turn around, circle ‘round, on the boundless marchland Just forget everything I said and float away.
4.
Never was, never was, never was the star boy Never was, never was, never would be anything much Then it all turned and the rivers flowed The stars floated in the sky but I'd never be one. Never was, never was, never was the classroom clown Never was, never was, I couldn't be a single thing more Doldrums in the distance and catnip in the pouches The comets fell bloated from the sky but I'd never see one. San-gri-la, san-gri-la, pieces of a train San-gri-la, san-gri-la, why do you still complain to me that everything is over now, everybody's leaving You read your dirty magazines, your Cadillac manual as the sound barrier breaks above your head Here's the thing, here's the thing, here I am in black suit and tie It's an ugly funeral for that someone I used to know But you were my friend, why did you go and betray me? The angles all turned black like coal, the orchestra ceased to play. Here's the thing, here's the thing, where were you when the bells rang out Once a concertmate for the long run I just forgot we were done But how could you leave me there, stupefied, drunk and disorderly? I know the tides turn regularly but I couldn't be one.
5.
It came to this We settled down in that big white house by the river The shutters creaked, the doors were off their hinges, your smile in the hallway and the curtain lace fringes It came to now We learned to take our last bow Trouble is the culprit but you never mentioned how You saw right through my senses It’s just a mouthful to explain Candles lit, the stove’s on Up go white picket fences And the cars roll on by The flight I take to the sky By and by, my dearest son It came to this We worried ‘bout the kids and their friends when they were young Up and down the sidewalk Chalk marks in the rain of messages that spelled out how I love you It came to then The oil lamps were burning brightly as the nearest star in the sky ‘Cause even though our son’s gone we recall him so fondly The paper’s here, the cat’s out of the doorway And the cars roll on by The flight I take to the sky By and by, my dearest son It comes to us Sitting in our old chairs Looking at the sunset wearing raincoats We swore we’d never go out when the rain begins to fall But even lack of oxygen won’t make me drop your hand And so it goes ... And so it goes ...
6.
Fine 03:56
The last telephone call You told me you’re fine The very last conversation You said you were fine The last meeting at the coffee bar You convinced me you were fine And the... and the... and the... world just ends for us Your necklace chain breaks into pieces but you’re still fine Followed by your heart, your soul, your afternoon tea break but you’re just fine Your eyes fall out at the sight of me Papier-mâché smiles torn up like ribbon strings Fly away like egg hatched balloons It’s so painful I forget who I am and I’m just fine I just cannot, I will not shake the thought of you I want to hold you forever, whatever that may mean and shut the door behind.
7.
Wither 03:48
[Instrumental]
8.
Zealot 01:55
Curve the shape up to the top Fit your body into the mould Spark plug motor mouth Unknown objects flying in & out Sleeptown is a flooded gutter As you fall down into lemon-sucking flutters FLUTTER GUTTERS.
9.
Do you remember what it feels like to melt? You, yourself, are melting Art galleries in my sleep They sing to me, they sing to me: “The Sistine Chapel is inside your hand! The Sistine Chapel is inside your hand!” Cover the mattresses and sing to the saints Bash up the buttresses, there are no complaints ‘till my spirit goes The Sistine Chapel is inside your hand The Sistine Chapel is inside your hand Do you remember what it feels like to melt? You, yourself, are melting.
10.
Leave the light on for me when I get home tonight Leave my wheelchair here where I can crawl into it Leave my senses in the darkness Leave my pillow dry and cold Put behind sixty years of silence Put behind the use of my senses I don’t need you to touch me for me to feel you I don’t need your words to wind me up for me to hear you Though my arms have lost their life Though my legs won’t walk again Whispers like wind chimes in my ear Woah, woah, carry me home, woah, woah, show me what it feels like Woah, woah, your warmth next to me, woah, woah, it’s kissing me deadly Tell me how this sounds for the day we part I’ve worked on it for days and years It doesn’t matter how you say it, but make it ring Just don’t forget a thing.

credits

released October 26, 2012

Produced, engineered, mixed and edited by
Evan Schafer

Recorded from July - October 2012 at The Basement

All songs written and composed by
Evan Schafer

Thanks to:
My parents, Debra and Bill. Paula Jones.

Special Thanks to:
Apple Inc., my brain, Yahama, Fender, Ibanez, Alesis, m-audio.

Inspired by and dedicated to Scott Hutchinson.

©2012 Cherry Blossom Records. All rights reserved. No copying.

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Evan Schafer Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

My name is Evan Schafer. I am an indie musician with a strong grounding in traditional composition, but the material always has a unique flair. I guarantee not being bored out of your gourd when turning on one of the records. I produce, mix, and engineer everything myself, and have done so since late 2005. ... more

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